Using my “GMB Scale” (good, meh, bad) that I mentioned earlier, most of my recent days have been meh to bad. Today is the first good day I’ve had in a while. Sunday past I spent most of the day in bed feeling zonked. Good today, but one of my new norms is “tired all the time” (tatt). Both my folks and Dawn have said, “You look tired…” so apparently it somehow shows. I hate feeling like this but there’s not a whole lot I can do about it.
I don’t know what I’d do without my AA meetings. They, and my AA reading and studying, are what keep me sane most days.